I feel like I can barely breathe. Like there is this big cloud of gloom pushing down on me, a heavy weight stealing my breath.

I don’t understand why I cried. I don’t understand why there’s this heart ranching sadness hovering around my room.

I need to get out. I would go for a walk if the gates weren’t lock by now.

It’s so suffocating.

I need to get away from myself.

It’s just one of those days I guess, where you feel so alone you don’t understand how you are going to make it through tomorrow. I wonder how I am going to make it through the night.

Tomorrow there will be the sun. But for now I feel like a hollow box, wooden and plain with a rusty lock from being left out in the rain for too long.